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Jun 13 2016 Published by under Life

Read this: Are Your LGBTQ Trainees Safe? Thoughts on Life Post Orlando.

This is the only "civilized" country I know of where the right to own high-powered weapons supersedes the right to be alive.


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Are Your LGBTQ Trainees Safe? Thoughts on Life Post Orlando.

Today's massacre in Orlando of unarmed patrons of a gay nightclub in

Orlando is sickening, stunning and all too personal for many of us in



Earlier today, I received a Facebook status alert letting me know a

trainee in my lab, Pouya Ameli, was safe. I struggled to process what

this meant but found out all too quickly as the day unfolded.

Pouya is a neurology resident at Vanderbilt,* who hails from Florida

and is all heart. He has written eloquently on his family's fears

<> for him

in an America that has become too well known for intolerance, violence

and ignorance than for living up to its potential as the land of



But my reality choked me, rather literally, in the form of a full-on

'can't breathe' panic attack earlier today. Pouya was safe, but this

could be any of my trainees. It could be me, and most of my friends as

well. Gay clubs are the best. They are therapy and where gay folks go

when their families and communities stifle them. They are a super social

version of church with cocktails and great music. These clubs are a

haven from a world where LGBTQ community has to explain patiently that no,

transgender people have much more to fear from you than you do from them.

I panicked today for Pouya, for my friends and myself. I frankly can't

tell the difference between someone who might change their mind about

human rights issues and step up and support gay marriage vs. someone who

just wants to know weird lesbian sex trivia for a gross fantasy later.

These folks look a lot alike to me. I am just the sort of naive

pro-human rights knucklehead that would tell a wound up gay-hating gun

nut that he needs to breathe and maybe we should talk about our

differences. I've done this. More than once. I believe(d?) in the

almighty power of education, and that people are inherently good.

Today's panic attack was brought to me by crushing loss of faith in

humans and recognition I have too often endangered my trainees, myself,

my family and my friends when I reached out when being afraid was warranted.

But this weekend's massacre in Orlando **has** proved a painful reminder

that my ability to protect trainees ends at my lab door. The diversity

in my lab with folks of every sexual orientation, gender, and religion,

have absolutely make my lab a better place for science. But it's up to

my department and my university to be as relentless in their belief

everyone has a right to be here. Every part of our infrastructure needs

to know that there is nothing special about being a white Christian

straight male that makes you smarter. It's just that you feel safe and

can focus on the job at hand. And that is a privilege.


Science will move in leaps and bounds by those who burdened by the

knowledge that they won't be subject to sexual violence while campus or

at home. Black men will leave my lab and be legitimately worried that

they are the targets or random gun violence. And trainees who are LGBTQ

know they live in a state where you can still be fired for being gay.

I can move to a state where this isn't the case, or I can stand and

fight *here in a state where the fight is real. I spent the night of the

massacre with gay friends who had to go to Indiana to get married. I

have no judgement for those who choose to pick safety. I get it. It is

wearing me out, to be honest (as evidenced by today's panic attack).

But if this weekend's tragic events tell us anything, it is that we are

not on an equal playing field.* Honest-to-God fear of things that could

absolutely happen in any town, on any campus or to any of our minority

trainees has disadvantaged a huge number of scientists we claim to

welcome. If we don't do more to ensure safety and opportunity for

everyone who has been disadvantaged by racism, bigotry, hatred, and

fear, then priveledges we enjoy in academia are going to be short lived.

Morality, equality and opportunity are the foundation of the academic

enterprise. Hoping that a workshop, grant or committee will level this

playing field when the fears of the LGBTQ community, women, minorities

and Muslims have manifested themselves in such a raw and brutal way is

utterly naive.


BethAnn McLaughlin is an Assistant Professor of Neurology and Director

of Awesome at The Edge for Scholars. I speak for myself.

June 12th 2016

BethAnn Mclaughlin



A sad reminder that we have to be constantly vigilant and lead the way

in creating safe environments for all to contribute.

June 13th 2016



Thanks, HNN. Hopeful that many programs look inwardly at the resources

they direct to these issues providing safe spaces for those in pain

right now and an imperative that to live to our potential as academics,

we need to do more than pay these concerns passing acknowledgments. We

are better for our diversity.

June 13th 2016

Edge for Scholars


As an early-career PI, I share your concern for my trainees, and for my

colleagues and peers. Oh, and for myself, too. We need more and better

institutional support to make our campuses safe spaces to learn and

create new knowledge.

June 13th 2016

Karen James


Thanks, Karen. I love your work on increasing awareness of harassment

and tolerance. This is more than support groups. We need money,

protections, inclusion and metrics we want to achieve. Without these

things we are cowards....just saying the things and making promises to

people who need us. - BethAnn

June 13th 2016

Edge for Scholars


I don't know if you campus has the "Safe Zone" program, but it is a way

to help trainees beyond your own lab. Establishing your office,

lab-space and yourself as an ally can help build community. Sometimes

just hanging the human rights campaign sticker at the doorways let's

people know what community to expect inside (



This resource is intended for high schools, but still is useful in a

young adult setting



June 13th 2016

Lauren D.


I agree 100%, BethAnn. Lauren D., here's a sign Sarah Tuttle (@niais on

Twitter) made:


June 13th 2016

Karen James


(Ack! That came out huge! I don't see a way to edit or delete my

comment, though, so…)

June 13th 2016

Karen James



June 13th 2016

Lauren D.


Here's Sarah Tuttle's sign in a slightly more viewable size. THANK YOU



June 13th 2016

Edge for Scholars



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